Six years ago today, after 38 hours of labour we finally got to meet our first born son. What a day that was. Mikail was the one who first made me a Mama. We had so many firsts together and I so wish we would have more…

Oh how I wish we were lighting six candles on a cake today.

Oh how I wonder what theme he would have chosen for his birthday party.

Who would be the friends that he would want to invite to his party?

What type of cake would he have wanted?

How tall would he be?

What would have been his birthday gift wish?

So many questions fill my mind today as I miss our brave warrior boy. Yet, I know that no matter what he would choose here, it couldn’t compare to the party he is having in heaven today. I can only imagine the grandeur of it all.

Save a place for me, buddy, because one day we will be there celebrating with you. Until then, on this day, we will smile through our tears and remember what an amazing boy you will always be.